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5.10.2003

Noras Hot IM: there will be tons of boyfriends.
Noras Hot IM: slut.
LlamasRockMySox: hey!!!
LlamasRockMySox: i don't want anymore!
LlamasRockMySox: that was my daddy talking!
Noras Hot IM: sorry, i couldnt resist
LlamasRockMySox: gee...thanks

mused colieCat at 9:43 PM




why do i feel like i'm falling to shit today? like i'm crumbling into a million tiny pieces and nothing's going right when everything had been going so good.
it's ridiculous. always happens like this. nothing good lasts forever.
ever.

mused colieCat at 9:26 PM




now... do they really???

mused colieCat at 8:05 PM




LlamasRockMySox: why don't puppies have belly buttons???
KKBoodles: they do
LlamasRockMySox: they do????
LlamasRockMySox: where???
KKBoodles: small ones
LlamasRockMySox: really?!?!
KKBoodles: wayyyyy down there
LlamasRockMySox: lol!
KKBoodles: (i think)
KKBoodles: i mean, my old dog had an outie
KKBoodles: it was kinda cute

mused colieCat at 8:04 PM




5.09.2003

find Fran.
photograph Fran.
develop film with photographs of Fran.
scream upon discovery that neither roll of film had any photographs of Fran.

typical. so typical.

mused colieCat at 6:06 PM




being me, i have waited essentially until the last minute to shoot my series for Photo III. I was supposed to work on it throughout the semester, but seriously now, where did all the fucking time go?

so today, i asked Ms.Tanzman if i could borrow a roll or 2 of film, and borrowed 5 from the newly found (and named) "box of happines" on top of the metal cabinets. i have to replace them, fine, i will. no biggie.

but i still need a subject. i need Fran. her and her magic tattoo that i will photograph in a trillion different lighting set ups. for that, my friends and loyal readers, is simply how i do things.
only one problem between me and the execution of my flawless plan: can't find Fran. i suspect she is taking the US history AP, which is unfortunate, as i will be unable to see her for the rest of the day (and consequently, week). oi: series is due on Wednesday. life is cruel.

like i didn't know that already.

mused colieCat at 10:46 AM




5.08.2003

and as i dutifully update my blog's layout i am reminded why i hate HTML so much. this took me far too much time to finish.

took my art history AP today. it was long and painful. Seriously painful. i have no idea how the hell i did. it was ridiculous. but you know what? now it's over (thank god!) and i no longer have to think about it.
well, dont' have to think about it until this fall when i start at UPS. see, as painful as the AP was, i love the subject, consequently, i'm double majoring in studio art and art history. fun junk.

in all likelihood i'm not gonna pass out with my AP score, so i'll have to take the classes, which is totally OK with me: i didn't learn all that much in this class. ok: not true.
I learned a SHITLOAD of things in art history this year, i just didn't learn all the things i should have. soooo... i'm thinking of this year as a primer course, next year and all the courses after that will fill in the holes and gaps.

yeah, so i'm seriously exited about this fall, i can't believe i'm going to college. it's crazy shit....

mused colieCat at 9:59 PM




5.07.2003

i thought i was about over with school. figured all the tough stuff was gone and over with. thought it was only smooth sailing and hawaii in front of me.
once again: colie = wrong.
go figure.

so yeah, i have a trillion (3) APs. I'm gonna fail all of them. well, maybe not the english language one. i took that today, and it was pretty easy -- after all, i have been speaking the language most of my life. anyway, AP week is hellish regardless.
then i have my photo series, etc... due next week. Have not yet begun to shoot my 3-5 rolls of film for the series. I'm so on top of things. Life is good when you're doing the work you need to do.

not that i would know, i'm just guessing.

anyhoo... i'm actually kinda sad that High School is almost over. I was sitting in the art room today, and i realized that i'm almost outta here. Even though it is true that i despise this school with most of my being, there is that part of me-- however small in comparison-- that does really love Marlborough. I mean, i learned so much while i was here. not just book stuff, but stuff about myself. I became an entirely different person while i was at Marlborough. I never would have imagined myself as i am now when i was in 6th grade.

Life is crazy like that.

mused colieCat at 12:15 AM




inquiring minds are asking -- colie responds: i know i need to post more. get off my back.

oh whatever, i'm writing to nobody.
yay! go me!

mused colieCat at 12:11 AM




5.05.2003

My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Ass Machine Shizzlemah.
What's yours?
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mused colieCat at 10:23 PM




5.04.2003

i hate APs with all of my heart. They are so incredibly annoying.
but on the upside, i do get monday off because of them....

mused colieCat at 1:30 PM




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